tidak.boros.

pagi2 bute mama da call. da la time aku tengah drive. aku rase aku tidak melakukan ape2 kesalahan yang utama pun. takkan makan kfc time supper pon bole jadi isu?? oh no man.. diberi pesanan oleh mama di pagi hari untuk tidak boros buat aku keliru sepanjang hari. ok takdelaa sepanjang hari, setengah hari je.

*makan kerepek*

end up aku makan kerepek. AJE. tak kesian ke kat aku yang makan kerepek sambil menaip ni haa? ini suatu kesalahan yang besar ni! MANA MAMA?? aku nak ajar mama macam mane nak baca blog orang and stalk orang. biar jadi stalker berjaya gittew. hahah. tapi yang penting kena baca blog anak die ni dulu. luahan hati seorang anak yang tidak boros. *makan kerepek*

tapi kejap. biar aku pikir kejap. hmm.. patot ke aku ajar? *makan kerepek*

*makan kerepek*

*makan kerepek*

*makan jari*

ok kerepek da habes. tak perlu kot ajar. hahha.

tapi mama, aku bukan boros.#lameconfession

tak lama lagi kalau gambar kat blog ni sumenye berbentuk tengkorak jangan terkejut. true story.

maulidur.RASUL.

i don't mean to be rude. this is reminder for myself too.

sama ada kita sedar atau tidak, selawat BUKAN dikhaskan untuk hari-hari yang tertentu je contohnye bila maulidurRASUL baru sume sibuk nak update kat laman sosial pasal kelebihan selawat or baru sibuk nak hantar text to every people in your contacts just to remind about what is happening and don't forget to blablablablah....bukanlah tak bagus apa yang dilakukan tuh, bagus tapi lebih bagus kalau kita fahami yang sebenarnya ISLAM bukanlah satu trend perayaan yang datang dan pergi apabila tiba masanye dan sudah semestinye apa yang dianjurkan oleh ISLAM umpamanya berselawat pun begitu jua.

”Orang yang bakhil ialah yang bila disebut namaku kepadanya, lalu ia tidak mahu berselawat kepadaku.” (Riwayat Tirmizi).

adekah kita hanya mendengar nama Rasullulah SAW HANYA pada hari maulidurRASUL?? it is always a BIG NO for that question. 

berselawat tak semestinya pada hari maulidurRASUL je. tapi sememangnye kita dianjurkan untuk berselawat dengan lebih banyak pada hari tersebut tapi janganla kita lupe bahawa waktu yang lebih afdhal untuk berselawat ialah apabila mendengar orang menyebut nama Nabi SAW, sesudah menjawab azan dan sebelum membaca doa azan, selesai berwuduk, sebelum membaca doa, pada permulaan, pertengahan dan penutup doa, di akhir qunut dalam solat, di dalam solat jenazah, ketika masuk dan keluar dari masjid, setiap waktu pagi dan petang, hari Khamis malam Jumaat, sepanjang hari Jumaat, dan ketika berada di mana-mana tempat perhimpunan orang ramai.

saye bukanla membenci tentang idea mengingatkan berselawat pada hari maulidurRASUL tapi saye kurang gemar bile perkara seperti ini dijadikan trend. trend boleh berubah bila-bila mase dan berselawat bukanlah suatu trend tapi suatu tuntutan yang menunjukkan kita sayangkan dan cintakan Rasulullah SAW. teringat waktu zaman kecik-kecik dulu ketika berarak keliling sekolah sambil berselawat. those days were really different from now - pure hearts and pure minds. kita mampu menjadi lebih baik :)

pembuka.tirai.

pembuka tirai bagi tahun baru 2013 :)

DIAMONDS - RIHANNA

Shine Bright like a Diamond (2x)
Find light in the beautiful sea
I choose to be happy 
You and I, you and I
We're like diamonds in the sky

You're a shooting star I see
A vision of ecstasy
When you hold me, I'm alive
We're like diamonds in the sky

I knew that we'd become one right away
Oh right away
At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays
I saw the life inside your eyes

So shine bright, tonight you and I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond (3x)
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Shine bright like a diamond (3x)
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Palms rise to the universe
As we moonshine and molly
Feel the warmth we'll never die
We're like diamonds in the sky

You're a shooting star I see
A vision of ecstasy
When you hold me, I'm alive
We're like diamonds in the sky

At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays
I saw the life inside your eyes

So shine bright, tonight you and I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond (3x)
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Shine bright like a diamond (3x)
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Shine bright like a diamond (3x)

So shine bright, tonight you and I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond (3x)
Woah... oh... yeah...

Shine bright like a diamond (4x)

moge tahun 2013 ni menjadi lebih baik untuk semua orang. amin. :))

ouhhh.trouble.

 

 "I Knew You Were Trouble"

[Music video spoken part:]
I think--I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me.

Once upon a time a few mistakes ago
I was in your sights, you got me alone
You found me, you found me, you found me
I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard you took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone when he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies, he'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know that he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning
Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see

He was long gone when he met me
And I realize the joke is on me, yeah!

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything, yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble

[Music video spoken part:]
I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.

that says it all.
:O

 

hello.kitty.

sejujurnya aku bukanlah penggemar hello kitty. aku cuma obses dengan mini things sebab senang nak bawak pegi mane2 sebab menjimatkan ruang tambahan pula menampilkan ciri yang comel di situ. memandangkan perfume aku da habis so aku decide untuk jalan2 cari perfume. niat hati memang nak cari travel pack punye perfume tapi kebanyakkannye tak mini langsung. selalunya mini perfume ada kat airport je. takkan la nak berhempas-pulas pulak nak pegi airport semata-mata nak beli perfume. aku masih belum cukup gila lagi nak buat macam tu. kalau ada orang yang buat macam tuh memang gila betol la orang tuh. haha.

kebetulan kaki terasa gatal nak masuk watsons. sume gara-gara watsons ade letak papan discount besar2 kat depan pintu masuk. aku memang suke diskaun2 nih. haha. kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar memang menduga perasaan untuk berbelanja. bersabarlah wahai hatiku T_T watsons memang da berubah! aku rase da lame aku tak pegi watsons. asyik keluar masuk kedai makan je memang buat aku terkezut la kejap kan. rase macam culture shock pun hade. hadoii ponng..

sebenarnye aku nak beli mende lain kat watsons tuh tapi ternampak & terbeli mende lain. hahha. dasar remaja perempuan memang macamtuh. ternampak la satu bijik perfume yang comel yang memenuhi citarasa aku ; kecik comel bau pun menyedapkan. bau vanilla. wohooo rase nak makan jep. agagaga. tapi yang impressive nye die punye botol da la memang kepala hello kitty seketol tuh, die punye kotak pun dibuat dengan kemas. aku memang suke mende yang kecik comel tapi dibuat dengan kemas. jatuh cinta namenye :)

belakang kotaK PUN ADE cop si hello kitty ni.

comel kan kotak die? sukenyaa :3

"aku bukan la penggemar hello kitty."

HABEZ TUH NI APA? ppffttttttt...

shooting.luar.

well bulan november adalah bulan yang paling sibuk sekali aku rase. sangat sibuk sebenarnya sampaikan aku pun da tak tahu nak bahagikan masa macam mane. kalau boleh berak kencing pun nak kena masuk dalam schedule. =_=

tapi itu bukan isu utama. isu sekarang ni nampak tak aku yang sedang tersengih lebar di depan pohon buluh yang rendang? ahahah masa tuh tengah gedik nak posing so mintak tolong photographer amek gambar aku sorang2 dulu sementara yang lain tengah siap. pandai sungguh aku mengambil kesempatan :D *big applause untuk diri sendiri*

ini first time aku pegi shooting luar. waktu tuh tengahari buta. panas gile. tapi sebab nak pencahayaan yang baik terpaksa tadah jugak muka ni. ikut hati nak berlari pegi makan ABC ke cendol ke. da laa ramai orang. jadinya, ramai laa orang yang melihatnya. hadoii ponn..lagi laa ittew malu wuwuwwu nak posing pon rase malu. mahu saje jerit pada orang yang melihat "...ittew malulaa jangan tengokkklaaa..!!" sambil hentak2 kaki tapi da macam satu drama pulak kat situ. so satu hari mulut aku keras senyum tak berhenti pada orang yang melihat dengan mata yang aku rasakan mampu berkata-kata begini "bajet retis je dowang sume nih. puiii.." aku laser mata ko baru tahu. HAHA. blame telepathy. BAD telepathy *campak buang kat tepi. tapi yang paling terkezut ada pulak kenduri kawen tengah2 alam tuh. patotlaa orang ramai benor!

thanks to hijabbi yang bermurah hati untuk menggajikan aku yang hanya berbakat dalam makan tido. aku akan bekerja keras untuk senyum sampai ke telinga lepas ni :) ikut hati sebenarnye aku nak beli je sume tudung yang hijabbi jual. cantik-cantik belaka  & the quality is quite good. boleh pulak pilih nak beli yang shawl ataupun yang bawal. kan sesetengah orang minat shawl, sesetengah minat bawal, minoriti pakai dua2 kasi lilit satu kepala sampai tercekik tapi takpe takyah gaduh2 sebab setiap koleksi ada pilihan untuk kedua-duanya. bagus kan? tapi sebenarnya aku lagi prefer shawl sebab senang, lilit je terus tak payah nak iron. nampak sangat pemalas. ahahah. harga pun affordable. lagipun, free postage. aku memang suke bende mende free nih. *ayat bodek untuk dapat free tudung. ahahah. MELAMPAU.

bersemangat waja nak pegi shooting time nih sampai kaki pun da terkepit-kepit ahahah.

bajet boleh terbang lagi 2 tuh heh.

aku tengah tepon pun die nak amek gambar jugak. parah nii parahh..

haa ini memang tengah menunggu yang lain bersiap.

cik photographer :)

hoorayy boleh balik makan cendol :D

begin.again.

begin again lyrics.
Took a deep breath in the mirror
He didn't like it when I wore high heels
But I do
Turn the lock and put my headphones on
He always said he didn't get this song
But I do, I do

Walked in expecting you'd be late
But you got here early and you stand and wave
I walk to you
You pull my chair out and help me in
And you don't know how nice that is
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

You said you never met one girl who
Had as many James Taylor records as you
But I do
We tell stories and you don't know why
I'm coming off a little shy
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

And we walked down the block, to my car
And I almost brought him up
But you start to talk about the movies
That your family watches every single Christmas
And I want to talk about that
And for the first time
What's past is past

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

aku rase taylor swift sangat berbakat. mane taknya dari kecik die da pandai main gitar. hohoh sangat kagum :)

 personally, aku rase lagu ni sangat sedih. tapi bagoslaa finally she moved on. shoot video plak kat paris. adoii mak aii paris ouhh paris*drooling