something.amazing.

how amazing! soooooo true! lolololol

fight.cancer.

lagu baru taylor swift "ronan" memang menyayat hati. even aku yang hati kering ni pun boleh nanges T-T sedih betol! lagu ni tentang ronan thompson budak umur 4 tahun yang sangat comel mata colour biru awww comel gila babas.. kalau besar mesti hensem heeee :D 

kalau korang tengok pon rasa nak picit picit je pipi dia. memang sedih bila tahu dia da meninggal dunia sebab neuroblastoma cancer. mungkin ALLAH sayang dia lebih dari kita semua. disebabkan itu, mak kepada ronan thompson ni ada tubuhkan the ronan thompson foundation untuk cari ubat yang boleh sembuhkan penyakit neuroblastoma cancer. so kisah ronan ni basically nak tingkatkan kesedaran orang ramai tentang kanak kanak pun boleh ada penyakit cancer sebab selama ni kita asyik dengar orang cakap or cerita yang orang dewasa je yang meninggal dunia sebab cancer. hmmm no no no no lagi lepas ni takde da cerita tak betol tentang cancer. sebenarnya aku pun baru tahu tentang 

cancer dalam kalangan kanak kanak. heee malu malu malu *tutup muka.

its good to find out the new facts even in sad, harder ways. let all of us do something for innocent child out there because we too have been experienced an innocent child a long time ago. donate . do save children lives. tangan yang memberi lebih baik dari tangan yang menerima. kalau beli lagu taylor swift ronan ni kat itunes pun dikira menderma sebab taylor akan bagi semua keuntungan lagu ni kepada cancer punya persatuan. baik juga hati taylor ni macam hati aku. hihih. peace :D

Ronan lyrics

I remember your bare feet down the hallway

I remember your little laugh

Race cars on the kitchen floor

Plastic dinosaurs, I love you to the moon and back

I remember your blue eyes looking into mine like we had our own 

secret club

I remember you dancing before bed time then jumping on me waking 

me up

I can still feel you hold my hand

Little man, from even that moment I knew

You fought it hard like an army guy

Remember I leaned in and whispered to you

Chorus:

Come on baby with me 

We're gonna fly away from here

You were my best four years

I remember the drive home when the blind hope

Turned to crying and screaming, "Why?"

Flowers piled up in the worst way

No one knows what to say about a beautiful boy who died

And it's about to be Halloween 

You could be anything you wanted if you were still here

I remember the last day when I kissed your face

I whispered in your ear

Come on baby with me 

We're gonna fly away from here

Out of this curtained room in this hospital

We'll just disappear

Come on baby with me

We're gonna fly away from here

You were my best four years

What if I'm standing in your closet trying to talk to you?

What if I kept the hand me downs you won't grow into?

And what if I really thought some miracle would see us through?

But what if the miracle was even getting one moment with you

Come on baby with me

We're gonna fly away from here

Come on baby with me 

We're gonna fly away from here

You were my best four years

I remember your bare feet down the hallway

I love you to the moon and back

and this is ronan thompson. cute macam bakal anak aku nanti :))

mungkin sebab comel sangat jadi ALLAH lebih sayang dia :)

musim.hujan.

musim hujan. hari hujan. soooo gloomy. rasa nak bangun dari katil pun malas. jangan kata bangun nak bukak mata pun malas. aku rasa aku antara makhluk yang perlu berhibernasi untuk teruskan hidup. memang malas sungguh tambah tambah sekarang tengah bahagia duduk dekat rumah, dapat pula berbaring di atas tilam yang empuk dalam bilik gua yang gelap bersama bantal busukk **hicccc malu laa ade bantal mucukkkk hikhik..

teringat masa kat sekolah dulu dulu. memandangkan aku masuk asrama masa form 4 kat kepala batas yang kawasannya dulu kawasan kelapa sawit yang baru diterokai, ewahh ewahh ayat nak karangan habis..rasa macam buat report gituu..kalau time hujan je mesti bau tanah die naikk. kalau bau tanah je naikk takpe ini bau baja tahi tinja mana ntah pon naikk skali. menusuk hidung sungguh! aku yang tengah fokus tido dalam kelas slalu terganggu dengan bau tahi tinja tuh. yang paling tak tahan kalau tengahari datang pula panas terik yang membahang after hujan mesti naik jugak bau baja tahi tinja. even kalau tak hujan tapi time embun pagi nak kering pun akan naik jugak bau baja tahi tinja. kiranya kalau nak amek ayat pujangga english untuk disesuaikan dengan kehidupan asrama aku ianya akan berbunyi begini "...everything revolves around you bau tanah yang berbajakan tahi tinja."

tapi sampai satu tahap kami semua da lali dengan bau tanah berbajakan tahi tinja. kadang kadang nak makan pun sampai check dulu kalau kalau ada naik bau die. kalau bau tuh naikk memang selera nak makan lebih umphhh gituu.. kalau takde bau semua orang akan merasakan something is missing and start gaduh dengan abang dewan selera marah marah kata masak tak sedap la kurang garam la blablablabla.. demand gila! kecik kecik da pandai pandai bajet diva konon :D

kalau masuk lab chemistry pun mesti susah nak beza sama ada gas yang dibebaskan ada keluar bau ke tak masa buat experiment. so semua orang sibuk "eyh ko la bau..ko la bau.." ulang ayat yang sama berkali kali sebab tak tahu nak beza bau gas ke bau tanah berbajakan tahi tinja. last last selesaikan equation and then cepat cepat tengok buku senyap senyap nak tahu gas yang dikeluarkan ada bau konon tengik ke tak. even bau gas yang konon tengik yang diwarkan warkan oleh cikgu pun tak dapat tandingi bau tanah berbajakan tahi tinja. *konon tengik vs baja tanah tahi tinja* adalah isu hot yang dibincangkan dalam lab chemistry :)

kalau after hujan or sebelum hujan selalunya windy dulu betol tak?? time tuh memang menguji kesabaran betol.. tapi ketua kelas aku memang pandai menenangkan hati anak didik die yang rajin belajar tido dalam kelas. when the windy time arrived, die slalu buat propaganda mengatakan si polan si polan berkenaan kentot dalam kelas hahahh :D windy, hot, and raining season memang sentiasa ditemani bau baja tanah tahi tinja. bau baja tanah tahi tinja? bunyi macam pantun da. hebat betol aku mereka pantun hahah.. tapi hujan memang megingatkan aku pada kejadian bau tanah berbajakan tahi tinja. awww how i misss those moments. love.

p/s : kalau tak aku nak tulis taikk instead of tahi tapi memandangkan aku orang yang mempunyai manners so aku gantikan dengan kata kata yang lebih sopan gituu.. tapi kalau translate english hamekk ko shit teros jadinya. oh my english! nasib baik aku melayu celup kihkihkih..

cite bau tanah berbajakan tahi tinja pun boleh menggembirakan diri. sungguh membimbangkan bila pikir balik. aku seharusnya meletakkan kadar gembira pada tahap standard yang lebih tinggi. omong omongan biasa#

new.song.

YEAYYY!!! taylor swift already released her new video music and song! love it so muchhh!!

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together lyrics by Taylor Swift.

I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying this is it, I've had enough, 'cause like
We haven't seen each other in a month
When you, said you, needed space, what?
Then you come around again and say
Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change
Trust me, remember how that lasted for a day
I say, I hate you, we break up, you call me, I love you

Oooh we called it off again last night
But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Like ever...

I'm really gonna miss you picking fights
And me, falling for a screaming that I'm right
And you, will hide away and find your piece of mind with some indie record that's much cooler than mine

Oooh you called me up again tonight
But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

I used to think, that we, were forever ever ever
And I used to say never say never
Huh, he calls me up and he's like, I still love you
And i'm like, i'm just, I mean this is exhausting, you know
We are never getting back together, like ever

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

We, oooh, oooh, not back together, we
Oh, getting back together

You go talk to your friends talk
And my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together#

sape la laki yang broke her heart? punyala cantik and talented macam tuh pun ada yang tak reti bersyukur tak tahu nak hargai. aku yang perempuan ni pun suka sangat kat die ini kan kaum adam. ape pelik la laki ni. mesti tengah tangkap leleh air mata bila die dengar lagu ni. hamekk ko takde harapan langsung da! nak space sangat kan? hamekk ko space untuk forever terus :D kalau aku jumpa taylor aku nak cakap camni kat die; "thank you taylor! you make man appreciate us more before he do anything stupid." sambil bajet bajet gorgeous macam taylor *betul betulkan shawl* "but taylor, even we only met in the dream but please dont forget to write a song about me okayy" mungkin taylor hanya mampu senyum kambing bila die dengar aku cakap camtu hahahh :D