ouhhh.trouble.

 

 "I Knew You Were Trouble"

[Music video spoken part:]
I think--I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me.

Once upon a time a few mistakes ago
I was in your sights, you got me alone
You found me, you found me, you found me
I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard you took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone when he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies, he'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know that he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning
Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see

He was long gone when he met me
And I realize the joke is on me, yeah!

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything, yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble

[Music video spoken part:]
I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.

that says it all.
:O

 

hello.kitty.

sejujurnya aku bukanlah penggemar hello kitty. aku cuma obses dengan mini things sebab senang nak bawak pegi mane2 sebab menjimatkan ruang tambahan pula menampilkan ciri yang comel di situ. memandangkan perfume aku da habis so aku decide untuk jalan2 cari perfume. niat hati memang nak cari travel pack punye perfume tapi kebanyakkannye tak mini langsung. selalunya mini perfume ada kat airport je. takkan la nak berhempas-pulas pulak nak pegi airport semata-mata nak beli perfume. aku masih belum cukup gila lagi nak buat macam tu. kalau ada orang yang buat macam tuh memang gila betol la orang tuh. haha.

kebetulan kaki terasa gatal nak masuk watsons. sume gara-gara watsons ade letak papan discount besar2 kat depan pintu masuk. aku memang suke diskaun2 nih. haha. kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar memang menduga perasaan untuk berbelanja. bersabarlah wahai hatiku T_T watsons memang da berubah! aku rase da lame aku tak pegi watsons. asyik keluar masuk kedai makan je memang buat aku terkezut la kejap kan. rase macam culture shock pun hade. hadoii ponng..

sebenarnye aku nak beli mende lain kat watsons tuh tapi ternampak & terbeli mende lain. hahha. dasar remaja perempuan memang macamtuh. ternampak la satu bijik perfume yang comel yang memenuhi citarasa aku ; kecik comel bau pun menyedapkan. bau vanilla. wohooo rase nak makan jep. agagaga. tapi yang impressive nye die punye botol da la memang kepala hello kitty seketol tuh, die punye kotak pun dibuat dengan kemas. aku memang suke mende yang kecik comel tapi dibuat dengan kemas. jatuh cinta namenye :)

belakang kotaK PUN ADE cop si hello kitty ni.

comel kan kotak die? sukenyaa :3

"aku bukan la penggemar hello kitty."

HABEZ TUH NI APA? ppffttttttt...

shooting.luar.

well bulan november adalah bulan yang paling sibuk sekali aku rase. sangat sibuk sebenarnya sampaikan aku pun da tak tahu nak bahagikan masa macam mane. kalau boleh berak kencing pun nak kena masuk dalam schedule. =_=

tapi itu bukan isu utama. isu sekarang ni nampak tak aku yang sedang tersengih lebar di depan pohon buluh yang rendang? ahahah masa tuh tengah gedik nak posing so mintak tolong photographer amek gambar aku sorang2 dulu sementara yang lain tengah siap. pandai sungguh aku mengambil kesempatan :D *big applause untuk diri sendiri*

ini first time aku pegi shooting luar. waktu tuh tengahari buta. panas gile. tapi sebab nak pencahayaan yang baik terpaksa tadah jugak muka ni. ikut hati nak berlari pegi makan ABC ke cendol ke. da laa ramai orang. jadinya, ramai laa orang yang melihatnya. hadoii ponn..lagi laa ittew malu wuwuwwu nak posing pon rase malu. mahu saje jerit pada orang yang melihat "...ittew malulaa jangan tengokkklaaa..!!" sambil hentak2 kaki tapi da macam satu drama pulak kat situ. so satu hari mulut aku keras senyum tak berhenti pada orang yang melihat dengan mata yang aku rasakan mampu berkata-kata begini "bajet retis je dowang sume nih. puiii.." aku laser mata ko baru tahu. HAHA. blame telepathy. BAD telepathy *campak buang kat tepi. tapi yang paling terkezut ada pulak kenduri kawen tengah2 alam tuh. patotlaa orang ramai benor!

thanks to hijabbi yang bermurah hati untuk menggajikan aku yang hanya berbakat dalam makan tido. aku akan bekerja keras untuk senyum sampai ke telinga lepas ni :) ikut hati sebenarnye aku nak beli je sume tudung yang hijabbi jual. cantik-cantik belaka  & the quality is quite good. boleh pulak pilih nak beli yang shawl ataupun yang bawal. kan sesetengah orang minat shawl, sesetengah minat bawal, minoriti pakai dua2 kasi lilit satu kepala sampai tercekik tapi takpe takyah gaduh2 sebab setiap koleksi ada pilihan untuk kedua-duanya. bagus kan? tapi sebenarnya aku lagi prefer shawl sebab senang, lilit je terus tak payah nak iron. nampak sangat pemalas. ahahah. harga pun affordable. lagipun, free postage. aku memang suke bende mende free nih. *ayat bodek untuk dapat free tudung. ahahah. MELAMPAU.

bersemangat waja nak pegi shooting time nih sampai kaki pun da terkepit-kepit ahahah.

bajet boleh terbang lagi 2 tuh heh.

aku tengah tepon pun die nak amek gambar jugak. parah nii parahh..

haa ini memang tengah menunggu yang lain bersiap.

cik photographer :)

hoorayy boleh balik makan cendol :D

begin.again.

begin again lyrics.
Took a deep breath in the mirror
He didn't like it when I wore high heels
But I do
Turn the lock and put my headphones on
He always said he didn't get this song
But I do, I do

Walked in expecting you'd be late
But you got here early and you stand and wave
I walk to you
You pull my chair out and help me in
And you don't know how nice that is
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

You said you never met one girl who
Had as many James Taylor records as you
But I do
We tell stories and you don't know why
I'm coming off a little shy
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

And we walked down the block, to my car
And I almost brought him up
But you start to talk about the movies
That your family watches every single Christmas
And I want to talk about that
And for the first time
What's past is past

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

aku rase taylor swift sangat berbakat. mane taknya dari kecik die da pandai main gitar. hohoh sangat kagum :)

 personally, aku rase lagu ni sangat sedih. tapi bagoslaa finally she moved on. shoot video plak kat paris. adoii mak aii paris ouhh paris*drooling

something.amazing.

how amazing! soooooo true! lolololol

fight.cancer.

lagu baru taylor swift "ronan" memang menyayat hati. even aku yang hati kering ni pun boleh nanges T-T sedih betol! lagu ni tentang ronan thompson budak umur 4 tahun yang sangat comel mata colour biru awww comel gila babas.. kalau besar mesti hensem heeee :D 

kalau korang tengok pon rasa nak picit picit je pipi dia. memang sedih bila tahu dia da meninggal dunia sebab neuroblastoma cancer. mungkin ALLAH sayang dia lebih dari kita semua. disebabkan itu, mak kepada ronan thompson ni ada tubuhkan the ronan thompson foundation untuk cari ubat yang boleh sembuhkan penyakit neuroblastoma cancer. so kisah ronan ni basically nak tingkatkan kesedaran orang ramai tentang kanak kanak pun boleh ada penyakit cancer sebab selama ni kita asyik dengar orang cakap or cerita yang orang dewasa je yang meninggal dunia sebab cancer. hmmm no no no no lagi lepas ni takde da cerita tak betol tentang cancer. sebenarnya aku pun baru tahu tentang 

cancer dalam kalangan kanak kanak. heee malu malu malu *tutup muka.

its good to find out the new facts even in sad, harder ways. let all of us do something for innocent child out there because we too have been experienced an innocent child a long time ago. donate . do save children lives. tangan yang memberi lebih baik dari tangan yang menerima. kalau beli lagu taylor swift ronan ni kat itunes pun dikira menderma sebab taylor akan bagi semua keuntungan lagu ni kepada cancer punya persatuan. baik juga hati taylor ni macam hati aku. hihih. peace :D

Ronan lyrics

I remember your bare feet down the hallway

I remember your little laugh

Race cars on the kitchen floor

Plastic dinosaurs, I love you to the moon and back

I remember your blue eyes looking into mine like we had our own 

secret club

I remember you dancing before bed time then jumping on me waking 

me up

I can still feel you hold my hand

Little man, from even that moment I knew

You fought it hard like an army guy

Remember I leaned in and whispered to you

Chorus:

Come on baby with me 

We're gonna fly away from here

You were my best four years

I remember the drive home when the blind hope

Turned to crying and screaming, "Why?"

Flowers piled up in the worst way

No one knows what to say about a beautiful boy who died

And it's about to be Halloween 

You could be anything you wanted if you were still here

I remember the last day when I kissed your face

I whispered in your ear

Come on baby with me 

We're gonna fly away from here

Out of this curtained room in this hospital

We'll just disappear

Come on baby with me

We're gonna fly away from here

You were my best four years

What if I'm standing in your closet trying to talk to you?

What if I kept the hand me downs you won't grow into?

And what if I really thought some miracle would see us through?

But what if the miracle was even getting one moment with you

Come on baby with me

We're gonna fly away from here

Come on baby with me 

We're gonna fly away from here

You were my best four years

I remember your bare feet down the hallway

I love you to the moon and back

and this is ronan thompson. cute macam bakal anak aku nanti :))

mungkin sebab comel sangat jadi ALLAH lebih sayang dia :)

musim.hujan.

musim hujan. hari hujan. soooo gloomy. rasa nak bangun dari katil pun malas. jangan kata bangun nak bukak mata pun malas. aku rasa aku antara makhluk yang perlu berhibernasi untuk teruskan hidup. memang malas sungguh tambah tambah sekarang tengah bahagia duduk dekat rumah, dapat pula berbaring di atas tilam yang empuk dalam bilik gua yang gelap bersama bantal busukk **hicccc malu laa ade bantal mucukkkk hikhik..

teringat masa kat sekolah dulu dulu. memandangkan aku masuk asrama masa form 4 kat kepala batas yang kawasannya dulu kawasan kelapa sawit yang baru diterokai, ewahh ewahh ayat nak karangan habis..rasa macam buat report gituu..kalau time hujan je mesti bau tanah die naikk. kalau bau tanah je naikk takpe ini bau baja tahi tinja mana ntah pon naikk skali. menusuk hidung sungguh! aku yang tengah fokus tido dalam kelas slalu terganggu dengan bau tahi tinja tuh. yang paling tak tahan kalau tengahari datang pula panas terik yang membahang after hujan mesti naik jugak bau baja tahi tinja. even kalau tak hujan tapi time embun pagi nak kering pun akan naik jugak bau baja tahi tinja. kiranya kalau nak amek ayat pujangga english untuk disesuaikan dengan kehidupan asrama aku ianya akan berbunyi begini "...everything revolves around you bau tanah yang berbajakan tahi tinja."

tapi sampai satu tahap kami semua da lali dengan bau tanah berbajakan tahi tinja. kadang kadang nak makan pun sampai check dulu kalau kalau ada naik bau die. kalau bau tuh naikk memang selera nak makan lebih umphhh gituu.. kalau takde bau semua orang akan merasakan something is missing and start gaduh dengan abang dewan selera marah marah kata masak tak sedap la kurang garam la blablablabla.. demand gila! kecik kecik da pandai pandai bajet diva konon :D

kalau masuk lab chemistry pun mesti susah nak beza sama ada gas yang dibebaskan ada keluar bau ke tak masa buat experiment. so semua orang sibuk "eyh ko la bau..ko la bau.." ulang ayat yang sama berkali kali sebab tak tahu nak beza bau gas ke bau tanah berbajakan tahi tinja. last last selesaikan equation and then cepat cepat tengok buku senyap senyap nak tahu gas yang dikeluarkan ada bau konon tengik ke tak. even bau gas yang konon tengik yang diwarkan warkan oleh cikgu pun tak dapat tandingi bau tanah berbajakan tahi tinja. *konon tengik vs baja tanah tahi tinja* adalah isu hot yang dibincangkan dalam lab chemistry :)

kalau after hujan or sebelum hujan selalunya windy dulu betol tak?? time tuh memang menguji kesabaran betol.. tapi ketua kelas aku memang pandai menenangkan hati anak didik die yang rajin belajar tido dalam kelas. when the windy time arrived, die slalu buat propaganda mengatakan si polan si polan berkenaan kentot dalam kelas hahahh :D windy, hot, and raining season memang sentiasa ditemani bau baja tanah tahi tinja. bau baja tanah tahi tinja? bunyi macam pantun da. hebat betol aku mereka pantun hahah.. tapi hujan memang megingatkan aku pada kejadian bau tanah berbajakan tahi tinja. awww how i misss those moments. love.

p/s : kalau tak aku nak tulis taikk instead of tahi tapi memandangkan aku orang yang mempunyai manners so aku gantikan dengan kata kata yang lebih sopan gituu.. tapi kalau translate english hamekk ko shit teros jadinya. oh my english! nasib baik aku melayu celup kihkihkih..

cite bau tanah berbajakan tahi tinja pun boleh menggembirakan diri. sungguh membimbangkan bila pikir balik. aku seharusnya meletakkan kadar gembira pada tahap standard yang lebih tinggi. omong omongan biasa#